Solitude Silos

Cradle me in your arms, O solitude..

Hush me like a baby naught,

Sweep me away before I lose my prude,

I grate my vision through lashes that rot,

from ceaseless drizzle of the rain of salt...

Unhurriedly though with regular stead,

I lavish the essence of self,

My soul departs from the realms of tangibility,

like a Dementor's endearment,

grasps me in its copious girths...

As the bonny red ribbons ebb sultrily,

and as the gloomy grey fade into oblivion,

I beckon every blossomed bud,

and conceit in my vanishing palette of colors,

a bountiful of tenderness galores...

Wreckage of sanity is all I fear,

and a little singularity smear,

Oh why does this hug feel so special?

Maybe 'cos I am leaving you for real,

Alas..my celebration of name!!

And my faith shall not be converted into some filiopietistic rubbish just for the sake of unworthy world...

Whisper in my ears O death...

Whisper in my ears o Death !
The lullaby that will put me to sleep .
Why do you walk with stealth ?
When you are the one who''l help me to take that leap .
Whe you are the one tol take me away from  this darkness ,
From  this madness ,
That has me tied up as in a straitjacket ;
Even as the pain comes to me in packets .
Each new one bigger and stronger than the one before
That washed to my consciouness' shore .


Whisper in my ears o Death !
The lullaby that wil put me to sleep .
Won't you help me get rid of my breath ?
Each one of which is accompanied by a tear that I weep ,
A tear for every mistake that I made .
For now I desire to bid goodbye ,
To everything that once was dear to me .


Whisper in my ears o Death !
The lullaby that will put me to sleep .
A deadly blow to me He already has dealt ,
Let that cut through me deep .
The pain of it I tried to numb ,
But  no more I want to live like a broken stump ,
No more for mercy I can pray ,
So in your arms Death , carry me away .